This is a post of bearing my soul, today is the first time that I have been refused credit in my own right. It as come as somewhat of a shock but is probably not before time.
The story, this morning I went to the bank to extend the business overdraft, one of our competitors has come up for sale and it is a nice little addition. The purchase is only $150,000.
The bank manager asked me for all my personal financial dealings, it is embarrassing but I keep a little post-it note in my wallet with who and what so that I don't have to wait. I got to the end of the first side and the manager looked me the eye and said no! I sat there flabbergasted, he then asked me for the rest of the details, I sheepishly passed them across, he then said the words that are still ringing in my ears... You are a debt junkie...
But I am cashflow positive and have significant equity, I cried. You might be but your debt still increased last year, you just keep borrowing, it has to stop. The bank is not going to give you anything more money until you amortise some debt, he said. In a huff I said I would refinance, he told me there was no chance, he had already spoken to my other bank managers...
So here is my confession, laid bare for all to see...
I acknowledge that I am now a debt junkie.
I have to admit there is too much of a good thing and I have well and truly consumed too much.
The debt balloon has been a fun trip, but I am beginning to see that it is only taking me over the ocean at the moment and I need to get back to some safe land for a little while.
The story, this morning I went to the bank to extend the business overdraft, one of our competitors has come up for sale and it is a nice little addition. The purchase is only $150,000.
The bank manager asked me for all my personal financial dealings, it is embarrassing but I keep a little post-it note in my wallet with who and what so that I don't have to wait. I got to the end of the first side and the manager looked me the eye and said no! I sat there flabbergasted, he then asked me for the rest of the details, I sheepishly passed them across, he then said the words that are still ringing in my ears... You are a debt junkie...
But I am cashflow positive and have significant equity, I cried. You might be but your debt still increased last year, you just keep borrowing, it has to stop. The bank is not going to give you anything more money until you amortise some debt, he said. In a huff I said I would refinance, he told me there was no chance, he had already spoken to my other bank managers...
So here is my confession, laid bare for all to see...
I acknowledge that I am now a debt junkie.
I have to admit there is too much of a good thing and I have well and truly consumed too much.
The debt balloon has been a fun trip, but I am beginning to see that it is only taking me over the ocean at the moment and I need to get back to some safe land for a little while.


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